We had the windows wide open, but there
was hardly a breath of windIt was black as ink outside, the
grasshoppers were screaming, and the smell of the summer grass was
so thick in the room it was hard to breatheAll of a sudden, Naoko
started talking about you - about the night she had sex with youIn
incredible detailHow you took her clothes off, how you touched her,
how she found herself getting wet, how you went inside her, how
wonderful it felt: she told me all of this in vivid detailSo I asked her:
why are you telling me this now, all of a sudden? I mean, up to then,
she had never spoken openly to me about sexOf course, we had had
some frank sexual talk as a kind of therapy, but she had been too
embarrassed to go into
omega planet ocean watches detailsNow I couldn't stop her"So she says, "I don't know, I just feel like talking about itI'll stop if
you'd rather not hear it' "No,' I said, that's OK"If there's something
you need to talk about, you'd better get it all outI'll listen to anything
you have to say'
"So she went on with her story: "When he went inside me, I couldn't
believe how much it hurtIt was my first time, after allI was so wet,
he slipped right in, but still, my brain fogged over - it hurt so much339
He put it in as far as he could, I thought, but then he lifted my legs and
went in even fartherThat sent chills all through my body, as if I was
soaking in ice waterMy arms and legs went numb, and a wave of
cold went through meI didn't know what was
dolce gabbana handbags happeningI thought I
might die right there and then, and I didn't care one way or anotherBut he realized I was in pain, so he stopped moving, and still deep
inside me, he started kissing me all over - my hair, my neck, my
breasts - for a long, long timeLittle by little, the warmth returned to
my body, and then, very slowly, he started to moveOh, Reiko, it was
so wonderful! Now it felt as if my brain was just going to melt awayI
wanted to stay like that forever, to stay in his arms for the rest of my
lifeThat's how great it was'
"So I said to her, "If it was so great, why didn't you just stay with
Watanabe and keep doing it every day?' But she said, "No, Reiko, I
knew it would never happen againI knew this was something that
would
gucci bag black come to me once, and leave, and never come backThis would
be a once-in-a-lifetime thingI had never felt anything like it before,
and I've never felt anything like it sinceI've never felt that I wanted to
do it again, and I've never grown wet like that again'
"Of course, I explained to her that this was something that often
happened to young women and that, in most cases, it cures itself with
ageAnd, after all, it had worked that one time: there was no need to
worry it wouldn't happen againI myself had had all kinds of trouble
when I was first married"But she said, "No, that's not it, ReikoI'm not worried about that at
allI just don't want anybody going inside me againI just don't want
to be violated like that again - by
gold gucci watches anybody'
I drank my beer, and Reiko finished her second cigaretteThe cat
stretched itself in Reiko's lap, found a new position and went back to
sleepReiko seemed at a loss how to go on until she had lit her third
cigarette"After that, Naoko began to sobI sat on the edge of her bed and
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stroked her hair"Don't worry,' I said, "everything is going to be all
rightA beautiful, young girl like you has got to have a man to hold
her and make her happy' Naoko was drenched in sweat and tearsI
got a bath towel and dried her face and bodyEven her panties were
soaked, so I helped her out of
them - now wait a minute, don't get any strange ideas, there was
nothing funny going onWe always used to bathe togetherShe was
like my little
chanel purses bags sister